saw her.....idk how i felt before i saw her all i know is that when i looked at her everything i felt before, the hurt, anger, confusion.....it all went away. i was content i saw her and though i still had those symptons you know heart racing, continuous smile, all of that good stuff i pushed it aside not for me but for her. i wanted to hold her kiss her something but i remembered she's not mine and never will be. i do love having her in my life though so i'll take what i can have. she'll always be my best friend....eh i did find my mind wandering but hey as long as she's happy thats all that really matters. besides i got a chick with 6 babymommas tryna get with me lmfao