i think its funny. i knew but i never said anything. i hoped but it didnt happen. so now here i am trrrying my hardest to hate you cause i dont wanna love you anymore. sad isnt it you told me but i didnt listen. hmmm but it is kind of ironic the one thing you were afraid of happing might happen except instead of you hating me well.....you kndow.....and then on top of that well the friendship is gonna be sort of strained....this is why instead of trying to prevent we let things flow. but oh well....im not bashing you just letting you know since you insist on putting sppace between us. trust i dont regret having you in my life.....i do regret falling for you though....i regret loving you like i did or still do. i regret a lot but never will i regreat having you as my best friend for that time....im not saying you're out of my life forever but you insist on time and space so thats what you'll get. if i have to be completely honest with you i sorta in a way think you are full of bullshit cause you should've never told me how you felt. oh well when you finally decide to be my friend again you wont recognize me. im too into emotions and thats a horrible quality in me. maybe if i wouldnt have showed you i was interested this wwould've never happened. damn i feel dumb its okay thoug. like i said before you made what you didn't want to happen happen and thats the mixed up part