do you?

some days the thought or question....whatever you want to call it crosses my mind. do you think of me? do you miss your bestfriend? and then other days i feel like why should i wonder that? a big part of me feels as though you don't miss me at all. space or not i want to call you and see how gma is doing :) i want to call and make sure ray isnt pissing you off even more we all know you got it in for that man. but most of all i want you to know that even if we never talk again i'm proud of you and i thank you....you'll always have a friend in me whether you want one or not. i'm not like everyone else i refuse to have you even think that. mommy misses you though that lady knows something is up i swear she does. she asks where you are all the time....she's not used to this we've talked everyday for the past year and well she's not stupid. but even so that lady loves you. this is just incase you read this. hope everything is well and i hope your happy. later gator