part 2

so because this blog is from my phone i had to start a 2nd part. now as i was saying all of those will be deleted. im tired of playing 2nd fiddle. i feel like im not good enough and well if im not good enough now i wont be in the future. im just done with all of it....i can never do certain things like cut people off but its time to. i realized i accomodate everyone else but myself and in the end im uncomfortable and hurt. i do this whole if your happy im happy thing and shit its a lie. im not happy. im starting to feel lied to like anyone who has ever said they loved me as more than a friend lied like anyone who has ever told me they had feelings lied so guess what fuck every single one of yalll. none of ym tears were ever worth it . none of this was worth it im tire of being hurt so im going back to the old me the one who didnt believe in love the one who didnt believe in relationships and the one who didnt give two fucks about hurting others shit im done