Can you hear that? It's my heart beat. It's crying right now. I haven't written on here in a while. I'm unsure. Unsure of what? Everything. My feelings and all of that. I've come to discover I'm great at masking my feelings. I've been doing it so long I'm starting to believe my damn self. I miss her :( I wish I could see my ex. I'd be happy. I have to get ready for school. Just thought I'd write something.