my love

"'Not everyone has your level of emotional maturity' is what he said to me while I tried to configure why the one I so adored and cared about would choose to place himself in harsh conditions. I'm not one to say 'Oh. I'm mature.' because I feel that is something that needs no announcement but speaks itself. But I do know myself. I recognize my strengths and my weaknesses, my needs and wants. I also recognize that I am a growing and flourishing individual so be advised, the specifics of those things are subject to change lol. I am a student, activist, lover, pacifist, planner, humanist, networker, and epistemological realist with a idealistic lean in certain circumstances lol."