Love?

Have you ever been love? Like one of those I know I shouldnt fall in love because I always get hurt but i do it anyway type of falling in love. Gosh I don't know how many times I've done that It's like I act so dumb and I always fall. See my problem is I'm quick to fall head over heels. Not usually quick to fall in love though so I don't know how this happened. I don't know how I'm here again sitting with a broken heart. Whatever the reason for having such an open heart I hate it. I want to be cold as ice somedays, but I can't when I love someone I can NEVER be mad at them no matter the things they do, I cant hate them either. Matter of fact I have love for the first guy I fell in love with, he was also the first guy that broke my heart and showed me what not to do in relationships. I find myself constantly falling for the same type and when I do go with a different type it's my same different type the sweet, genuine and loveable kind yet that kind gives me the worse pain. Sometimes I feel like I'm not meant to be loved. Like I'm unloveable like I'm just there. Hmph maybe it's time I take a nap goodnight Dreamers I'm going to finish Dreaming :)

Love,

The Dreamer