10 truths I wish I could say to 10 people

1.) You're extra special to me...scratch that girl you are beyond special to me. I'd go through hell and back for you. Smh I'd hurt anyone who hurt you and thats a fact. You've become such a big bart of my life and though there are things I wanna say and know I should say I'll wait to say them...so dont be asking me about it you'll know in due time. Just know I cant imagine my life without you in it. Smh it scares me to try and do it.
2.)Bitch i can't stand you smh
3.)Girl you make my skin crawl hop off
4.)Idk how to talk to you sometimes
5.)besides my muffin you're the only person who can make me nervous as shit
6.)I hope you regret ever making me feel like shit
7.)I refuse to let you make me yet again question my own self worth because in reality I'm worth so much more than what you make me feel.
8.)I wrote to you twice in this yup i'm breaking the rules but who cares. Sometimes I don't wanna talk to you but then I can't imagine my life without you and I realize how addicted I really am to you. Smh you don't know how AMAZING you are lol....I live in a fairytale world and you're in it shhh don't talk to me bout this one part.
9.)For you I'll kill any niggah that step to you wrong smh we all know I'm violent.
10.)I told you if I got hurt I'd chop your parts off well dude I got hurt sooo yeah watch this. you'll get whats coming to you soon enough