fell in love?

is it wrong that i feel like i fell in love but i refuse to tell the person but then again maybe its not love mabe its just lust i mean you can't fall inlove in 5 months can you. I mean yes I'd go through hell and high waters to get to them and yes i'd rather hurt by having them in my life than live without them.....thats not being in love is it? I have love for them that I know because then the shit that hurts me would've never hurt me from the start. Hmph just thinking I guess.