I looked at her and all I saw was love. I never saw anything but love. When I thought about her I smiled instantaneously. I saw her name pop up on my phone and I was giddy. Heard her voice and my heart skipped 10 beats. She was mine & I was hers. She was just as important as the air I breathed. I have everything to her. She was my sun my moon & my stars. The warm and fuzzy feeling I got when walking with her & talking to her was so amazing. She kept me happy. Don't get me wrong we had our bad times. We argued and fussed and cussed each other out. That anger never lasted too long though. I hated going a day or night without talking to her. I still hate going with out her. But I hate her now. She hurt me & broke my heart beyond repair. I'm in love but I also hate her. I hate her for so many reasons. I hope karma bites her in the ass. I want her to be miserable. I know that's wrong of me but I do. I cry every day & every night. I cry without having a fucking reason. I love her I'm hurt and angry I'm confused lost and alone.