Hurt

The thing that hurts the most is that I think about you everynight :/ I wish I could talk to you. I remember the last time I heard your voice I swear that day pissed me off & hurt me more than you'd ever know. You didn't realize but you basically admitted that the only times we talk is when you & her are going through something & you need my "unbiased" opinion.

Gosh I feel stupid. Its a moment where I'm going through something with someone I care about & could possibly see a future with that I scroll past your name & I say to myself "damn I miss you" and I begin to feel worse than before