Update

I wrote. Not just any old thing a poem. Well I've written 4 to be exact but this one is different for the others two are sad ass love poems all about lost love yadda yadda yadda and the other is angry as shit. A whole lot of curse words. This one though. It's different. I'm happy about it. This one I can share with everyone not just certain people. I don't have to tip toe around anyones feelings with this one. The others I do they're inappropriate I don't want to make anyone feel bad. I took a lot of time to myself. Assessed the situation I was previously going through and I'm proud to say I'm over it could give to fucks about it. It wasn't worth my tears. None of the pain was worth it. I could've done without it. I regret falling so deeply but you live and you learn. I'm awesome now. In an amazing relationship with an amazing person that I'm halfway scared to just dive in. But I'm good I'm wading in the water testing it out. I have a daily smile. That someone brings to my face because I know they care. I don't have to question it, I just know by the little things. I'm no longer insecure (go me go me *does little dance*). I get finally get back everything I put in. I have a reason to be happy. Love is awesome. It really heals you. I have things to smile about now. My wonderful friends: Shannon, Mya, Qirstan, DeVen, Kia Stephanie and Tzitzi. Wonderful cousins: Kendra, India, Kirby, Nissa and Kier. Two Awesome Brothers: Darryl and Jamal. An awesom love. What more could I ask for. This is just my happy little update I know some have been wondering.